Another crazy week!

Yeah, been a few days since I blogged. This has been another crazy week for me. She threatened to turn off the internet because I was talking to members of my lotro kin (guild) on Ventrilo, I 'm so fed up of these constant threats that I just said "I don't care" and she got angrier. Nina even said I would be eating cup of noddles because I didn't deserve home cooking, all because I'm using my headset to talk to people she doesnt know.

Her jealousy is just incredible. Whatever I say, it's twisted, and taken out of context and then used against me in front of the kids and the rest of the family. I'm so sick of it all.

However when she woke up today she was in a better mood. I even got my share of cold cuts.

My friend Liz is worried, since I will be leaving when temperatures drop and the cold weather can be a danger on the road. I'm not changing my mind, I'm leaving in November.

I've decided to take 4 books with me. J.R.R. Tolkien's "The Hobbit", "The Fellowship of the Ring", "The Two Towers", "The Return of the King" and Roget Zelazny's Visual Guide to Castle Amber which is a rare find.

I'm considering fasting one day a week, to not just drop weight faster but also to get me used to the fact I may not eat some days on the road. Watching expert survivalists (I think that is what they are) who are prepared for the outdoors even get in situations where they need to call in their safety crew does give me an idea that if something goes wrong, it will probably be big and dangerous.

Traveling by bus is my preffered option, but I'm not sure if I will have enough cash to do that, otherwise I will have to hike or hitch rides all the way north.

I'm scared and excited at the same time, I believe I have the strength of will to push myself forward into Canada and a new beggining.

Right now Alberta is my final destination, however I may be in another canadian city/town until I have enough to travel there. Alberta was recommended to me by a canadian friend from lotro, and from what I've seen at their website there are a lot of work opportunities there.

Peru was warm, Californa was hot, New York was cold, Florida is hot, and Canada will probably be cold...heh, I've switched between cold and hot all my life.

I will probably write some more about my 20's in upcoming blogs, there are things I want to let go which I still think about.

But, not today. Right now, I need some sleep.