Well, a few things I must admit. After so many months without someone laying next to me, well.. one gets lonely.
I know that eventually I will find someone, but my feelings are here now. So I decided to start a new blog. The title of the blog is fitting and I was surprised to find the url wasn't taken. Love Letters from my Heart is the blog title.
For the time being my other blog about my second Anarchy Online story I was writing is on-hold until further notice. I was inspired by my friendship with Shawna, but that ended a while ago thus my source of inspiration went down the drain.
I also realized that having any kind of new long distance relationship is not a good idea. Sure my friends from before I left my wife still keep in touch because they know me from back then; but I think it's best to keep my expectations realistic and not reach out outside the state of florida.
Today I finished reading "Magic Time: Angelfire" (check the "Books I've Read" link) which has given me some ideas about the story I was writing, perhaps I will pick it up again, but not right now.
I talked to Duane today at the library, he's still sober and having a tough time. I sympathize with him, but like Dar told me yesterday "I know you're going through shit right now, but everyone has shit to deal with Luis.".
Dar is going through a tough time as well, 2 nights ago he had to bring his mother-in-law back to life. I guess he knows CPR because he got her to breathe again and she is now in the hospital. Meanwhile yesterday morning somehow he got his wife and kids to go on a planned cruise which they were supposed to go with the old lady.
In other words, things are complicated for him, thus he can't help me much these days. He told me I'd have to stick it out in my tent for another month or two. What can I do besides look for a room?
Oh well, live and learn. I will find something.
Ok that's all for today.
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